A Million Tiny Pieces

Like it... Art.

2011-02-08T19:03:00.000-08:00

Fiona Motivation....

2011-02-08T19:01:00.001-08:00

So don't forget what I told you, don't come around, I got my OWN hell to raise;.. First u run like a fool just to be outta my sight* and now you run like a fool but you just run to HIDE, and I can't abide..."

-Fiona Apple*

...

2011-01-28T01:15:00.000-08:00

I'm not sure that this rain will ever stop. will this pain ever cease??

damn it.

Heartbreak

2011-01-28T01:14:00.001-08:00

And there you have it, ladies and gentleman...

A truer heart has never been broken!

The audience bursts into urgent applause.

Lights.

Camera.

Action.

Exit... :(

True indeed.

2011-01-04T11:19:00.000-08:00

Some of the most wonderful people are the ones who don't fit into boxes.” -tori amos-

I totally agree Tori:)

I love Keys...)

2011-01-03T18:54:00.001-08:00

http://s8.thisnext.com/media/230x230/antique-key-necklace-etsy_132F5EB5.jpg

*I love keys, ever since I was little I've always been fascinated by the way big, heavy, antique keys look*

Now I actually even have (my third so far)a self designed key and small (locked) heart tattoo on my inner forearm.) love it!

Weird dreams

2011-01-03T18:39:00.000-08:00

aren't a very unusual thing for me.. but wow, last nite's were kinda odd.

Okay, so Tori Amos was in my dream (not kidding, ha) and I dreamt I was at this club/nice lounge venue waiting to hear her sing... Somehow, I started to notice she was drinking heavily, and I felt concerned... ha!

Also, I dreamt I lived in a diff. apartment than I actually do, I dreamt I lived in a super shitty, creepy one and I was scrubbing my bathroom and tub out b/c it was unbearably dirty... yikes.(

yeah, my subconscious is odd.

*image thanks to http://www.flickr.com/people/srsphoto/

Tori, tori, so weird, lovely and deep

2011-01-01T18:08:00.000-08:00

I've been listening to a lot of Tori Amos music lately. I really love most of it, and it's amazing how she can play her piano so exceptionally. I like the weird, sometimes hard to discern poetry in a lot her songs.

plus, I think she (used to) look just like a beautiful and wild siren/mermaid:) lovely.

A Brand New Year...

2011-01-01T16:45:00.000-08:00

I can't believe 2010 is already a thing of the past. Sometimes it really astonishes me how fast time can pass us by...

2010 (as I'm sure is true for everyone), was full of many ups and downs for me, but even despite the struggles, I'm pretty sure the *Great* things outweigh the bad.

Here are a few things I'm grateful for from 2010:

1. Meeting and getting to know my AMAZING boyfriend! He's my version of a prince.:)

2. Staying w/ a company for over a year (yay me!) that looks pretty great on my resume.

3. All the cool photos I took from the year.

4. The amazing and suspenseful, ever-addictive DEXTER series! gawww last season was so great.

5. I'm grateful for the 3 yoga DVDS my lovely mother got me for Christmas

6. ~Grateful for my health of course....

7. I'm also very glad and grateful I got to spend time (finally!!) with my older sister, brother in law, and mom over Christmas. was so nice to spend a bit of time w/ my sister.:)

Stuff I heart:)

2010-12-05T19:53:00.001-08:00

things I love at the moment: *inspiring photos on flickr.com

*books by F.L.B.

* my amazing beau:)

*artistic (tasteful yet erotic), nude photos

*Namaste yoga

* DEXTER and michael c. hall (actor who plays Dexter, he's genius)!!

I'm Terrible at Maintaining a Blog...

2009-12-25T22:04:00.000-08:00

wow, seriously!? I had pretty much forgotten that I still had a blogsite here.

I was just reminded that I indeed had one while reading a close friend of mine's poem today on her blog-site!

I'm gonna attempt to update this thing a bit more regularly, but I'm making no promises!

Anyway, it's Christmas Day, and Christmas this year was a bit different. In fact a Lot of big things in my life are very different lately. It's been an extreme challenge to adjust to all the sudden change, but I'd say overall, I'm doing okay. This is only the second year that my immediate family haven't been together for the Holidays. My parents finally got divorced a little over a year ago. I had honestly seen this coming for years (and at some times even hoped for it) but some of the feelings that have resulted from it have been messy, confusing, and painful. But, on a more cheery note, I had a pretty good day today and shared time with my mother and her boyfriend, and of course my dog, Stanley. We ate some delicious food, I made cupcakes, and I volunteered at Salvation Army for 2 hours today...